A Camel with a Broken Back (One too many Straws)

This blog is a little about my struggle with Positivity and resisting the urge to be a "Negative Nelly" and a "Moaning Myrtle"...

I have a number of straws that "broke my back" figuartively in 2012/13 and I'm struggling with maintaining my positivity. I am a lover of "The Secret" and "The Magic" (A book about putting the Secret into practice) so I know that what I put out there is what I get back... I am aware that I am being a "Negative Nelly" at the moment and that people don't want to be around "Moaning Myrtle" but I can't seem to stop feeling negative.

Hence this blog... I'm going to blog, perhaps this will give me an avenue to VENT, get it off my chest and move on...

I goggled a pic of a Camel "The Straw that broke the Camel's Back"... and I'm liking the visual image. I have a lot of straws weighing my back down and my imaginary camel's back is a little broken at the minute and in need of some TLC.

One of the positives about my 'broken back' is that I've had to say NO to people (which is not usual for me), I've started to be picky about what I choose to do for people (I'm an over-giver) and I'm not letting people walk all over me as they used to. I choose to see this as a positive character development. I am stronger in my weakness and when I come through my 'period of negativity' I'm going to be stronger and no one will be able to hold me down!!

So I've been rather vague but you'll hear more as I think of more ways to be positive about my Negative Nelly and Moaning Mrytle tendancies...